Leaving my past behind

There were a number of choices that I had made in the past were still haunting me. Most of them were bad choices that I was feeling guilty and ashamed of. If I could turn back time I would go back and erase all the big mistakes I made, but I know that will never happen. All I can do is work on letting go of my past and forgive myself for all of the terrible things I did. It seems I am unable to see all the good things that I have done in the past, but I seem to focus on all the negative events instead of the positive choices that I made. I know now that I can not begin to live in the present until I leave my past behind. I know it’s not too late for me to make things right again. Sometimes we have to be broken down to be rebuilt again into what we were actually meant to be. I am no longer the same person before. I promise myself not to do the the mistakes I’ve made before. I’m gonna take the best out of me and not again be dragged and influenced by friends. Because at the end it will be me the to suffer and face the consequences of my actions.

There’s a story behind every person. There’s a reason why they’re the way they are. They aren’t just like that because they want to. Something in the past created them. And sometimes it’s impossible to fix them. Life is to short to be sitting around miserable. I’m living in the future so the present is my past and my presence is a future. The past will always be a molding instrument of what we become tomorrow.

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